I also have second guessed myself of late and it is not a good quality or one that I wish to look in the eye. You sound like a really great person please don’t put yourself down. There are a lot of us nice ones out there but I do think we’re destined to be constantly let down. Of late I think for me to judge other people on my morals is where the problem may be. Other people just dont think the way we do. That’s not to say we’re naive but it is a hard lesson every time. These people will have to address there sociopathic tendencies on there death beds unfortunately that will be to late for them. Just now it is nice to be nice it might not make us millionaires but people will always respect that kindness wether we see it or not.