I know how he feels. I don't want to get out of bed 98% of the time. I was clean off of illicit drugs, and complied with therapy and psyche meds for 6 years. All that got me was wildly horrifying auditory hallucinations (on top of my normal ones) for more than 11 months when I lost my insurance and my SSRI was dropped immediately. most of the time now I do some kind of stimulant to try to accomplish the things needing done around my house.