this is me now today, How do I do this for myself today. I think I have made the right steps and I am forgiving myself for all I may have done with my beautiful brain. I am I wanting to kill myself today, hell no I have way to much to live for. I am okay today I have all I need today. But my calling is posting on this website so I can help others wake to another beautiful day on plant earth. I did you watch the sun come up today? I hope to. I love sunrise, I am up writing my morning pages, I love that fact I have another day on this earth, What does the sunrise look like in your world, it may be different then mine. But the sun did come up and it is a beautiful day. Now again How do I get a login to this site? I want to help others enjoy the sunrise of a new day. The sun always comes up on a new day.