I have woken up not knowing how I have ended up naked with clothes everywhere ! My male friend known for years which I trust came round at 1am knowing I was drunk with opened bottle of champagne and now because had a black out I called him this morning to ask why this has happened and whether we had sex , his reply
“ no we didn’t have sex we got things going on for hour or so but u said no u wouldn’t do that without testing a guy first but we did mess around “
I have called the NHS help line to get tested to see if I been drugged as can’t remember from 1am what’s happened and don’t remember any sexual contact at all and wondered why he brought bottle unopened.
Remember playing music loud in my kitchen and windows open , so embarrassed as my new neighbours must think I am a nightmare. I got the nhs appointment tonight 7pm to take swabs and urine test to see if drugged or been any sec involved. Feeling so guilty and anxious as this is not who I am and feel so ashamed.