I'm here because I cry everyday and nobody can help. Can't cry to my son's, it makes me so ashamed. When I talk to people they just want to relate there times and say it's tough. I am at my wits end and feeling so down. Basically living on the street after owning a great home. She took it all from me and now I'm alone. This won't help but I'm crying and don't want to bother anyone. I have thought about tapping out but that would destroy my kids life. They deserve better. I'm shaking and this is the hardest day of my life.